people always leave

2009-06-27T17:28:00.004+02:00

i'm confused. everything's changing. i might not like that.

2009-06-24T19:33:00.002+02:00

she
saw
something
in
his
eyes
that
made
her
strong
enough

2009-06-23T23:32:00.000+02:00

2009-06-23T23:26:00.001+02:00

2009-06-23T23:00:00.002+02:00

oh i'm so tired of all the things that are happening right now. my life's such a mess lately. one of my best friends isn't interested in my friendship anymore. i started to think that maybe she never really needed me and that she wasn't worth my care and friendship. and besides that i started to have feelings for my best friend, let's say, a month ago. at home nothing really seems to work and schools out for two months. yeah, i should be happy but i actually was when i went to school every day. i never thought i'd ever think about school like this! because this year we changed classes. my class last year was really awesome, and i was afraid that this year wouldn't be like that. i was afraid that i wouldn't make new friends and so. and i had a really tough time at the beginning. i hated it. i wanted to go back to my old class. but at the end of the year it finally felt good. i had so much fun the last couple of months and i really don't want to say goodbye to the past half year! - yeah, next year i'm going to have another new class. but this class i will have for like 4 years. damn i hope it's going to be okay!

lies

2009-06-12T16:47:00.002+02:00

i never thought
i would be that easy to replace
i always thought
i was something special for you,
but i was wrong, obviously.
because now i realize,
it was all just a lie
you never really needed me.

~ this is not about some
lost love or something, no.
it's about my best friend
who kind of let me fall..

2009-05-24T14:45:00.000+02:00

Sun is making me happy :D

2009-05-16T21:00:00.002+02:00

humm, i'm really tired right now,
but i'm a little bit bored so i decided to write this blog about paris. i'm not going to describe all of what we visited, because i mostly don't know the correct names anymore :'D

yesterday all the pupils of the second year of my school went to paris
for a day. we had do sit 5.5 hours in the bus before we arrived. i didn't mind that because i love busrides with my friends :'D we took a lot of pictures, listened music and we laughed our asses off sometimes, i loved it! finally we arrived. my first impression? huge buildings, a lot of people and a lot of traffic ! seriously, we were at this point where all of the cars, busses and cyclists where driving so dangerous that it was almost scary to be there.

one of the first things we went to see was the Eiffel Tower and we decided to climb it. sadly enough it rained, but damn i'm never climbing it again! we were really exhausted when we reached the second floor and decided not to go to the top. but because of all these stairs, i was still happy that i did it, the view was AMAZING! really, so so beautiful!

after that we took the metro and went to Montmartre, more stairs! my legs were almost falling off, they hurted so much, but again, the view was amazing, it was worth it. we had some free time here but actually we didn't did that much, just some walking around and stuff.

i think it was after our visit to Montmartre that we had to take the bus home. we were a little bit tired but still it was only 6 o'clock.. we watched this really scary movie, disturbia and at one point everybody was laughing at me because i screamed, that was a funny moment though ;d the last half hour on our way home, i decided to use my jacket as a pillow and tried to get some sleep, i closed my eyes but because of my ipod i still heard parts of the movie.

when the movie was done, we also were back at school. the parents of Joelle brought me home.
i fell asleep in a minute :D

paris was nice but i think it's a little bit overrated ~

2009-05-14T21:18:00.002+02:00

I'M GOING TO PARIS TOMORROW, WHOA.

2009-05-12T19:46:00.004+02:00

i finally got the nerve to tell you
how much you mean to me
you said that i was your best friend
a real sweet girl
but that's all i'll ever be

hmpf, i've cried so much these days that's it's not normal anymore.
i think i'm in love, in love with my best friend everrrrr. but
no, i don't want to have feelings for him. his relationship of 1.5 years
just ended and he has other things on his mind beside love now. we talked so much lately, i tried to help him as much as i could. after our conversations he always tells me how happy he is with having me as his best friend. telling me i'm the sweetest girl ever and that i mean everything to him. those words, oh so lovely to hear them! but because of all the attention i get from him lately, i think i'm starting to have feelings for him.. he's my best friend, and that's so special for me that i don't want to ruin it because of my feelings. i'm not even thinking about telling him of my feelings, not thinking about telling that my heart beats so much faster when i see him. i'm really not sure. probably these feelings are just temporary. i'm hoping they will go away soon. every time when i even think about him i start feeling down for a while, knowing that he doesn't feel the same for me as i feel for him. bleeergh, i hate it :')

2009-05-01T15:38:00.004+02:00

these photos (not that good)
where made the
24th of December 2008, the day
before Christmas. i remember the good comments i received for my dress, but actually i didn't liked it that much.. it didn't fit well around my waist. (maybe you can see this at the photos..)

and about the photos, i hate the noise in both photographs.. it would be better without it but yeah, can't change that!

~

2009-04-28T19:02:00.003+02:00

26/04 was my birthday!

how do i look being 14 ? :'D

(just an excuse for uploading some new photos ;d)

2009-04-18T14:44:00.005+02:00

CLÉMENCE POÉSY

omg i love her!

she's got style, she's gorgeous, she's a model,

and it seems that she's an amazing actress.

what else do we need more?

i discovered her a few years ago in the films of harry potter.

( wasn't a huge fan of her, not because of her acting skills,

i just didn't liked fleur :D )

i'll be posting a couple of her photos to see if you

like her as much as i do (y)

2009-04-15T12:38:00.002+02:00

hellohellohellooooo : D

so today it's going to be a sunny day, yay!

first i'm going to the store for my camera and after thatttt

i'll be outside for most of the time? the weather is awesome you know!

lately i'm really into street style! my god, i love the way people

combinate the strangest thing but still it's so beautiful! (if it's not over the top you know)

i decided to show you, everytime i make a blog, the most awesome outfits

i found on the internet. today the photos are again from http://www.stylesightings.com/ ;)

damn it !

2009-04-14T19:06:00.005+02:00

hello peeps ! how you're doing?

i'm really pissed off! after a day shopping at genk i decided to take some

photos with my new top but when i wanted to put the photos on the pc i

found out that the cable of my camera is broken :(:(:(

but i actually had a great day.

so, this morning i woke up at 9.15 AM and took a shower.

i'd met joelle at 12.00 at her place, we were going to take the bus at 12.20

to Genk. there were really a lot of people in the bus, so we didn't had a place to sit.

blergh, hate that! my feet already hurt before we actually went shopping! so unfair.. (i have blisters you know!) the bus ride lasted for about an houre. when we were there, we went to the zara. unfortunately i didn't found anything special. when we went to the America Today,

i found this really nice top for €25. i decided to buy it, but at the cash till, i found out

that i hadn't enough money anymore. had about €30 with me. for the bus ride i paid 5euro,

sooooo, that was really embarrassing butttttt, i love joelle : D she added the money

i missed and yeah, now that beautiful top's mine! (ofcourse i'll pay joelle back later : D)

when we were done with shopping, we decided to go to

joelle's place to play some poker, haha : D this was like my first time,

and i was losinggg - of course - i only had bad cards you know ;d at 6 PM my mom

called me to come home for supper.

after supper i decided to take some pics with my new top buttttttttttt

i wanted to put them on my pc but i couldn't get the cable into the camera :(

i'm definatly going to the store where i bought my camera tomorrow. (hope they can fix it!)

so, enough nagging. i found these really awesome photos at www.stylesightings.com/. i really love those outfits!

that's all for today!

amazingness :D

2009-04-11T14:25:00.004+02:00

hello there! how you're all doing?

i'm in a happy mood today, that's new, aha :D

so today i -again- played guitar, with succes!

i can play the inro of disturbiahahaha :'D nice isn't?

(wish i could play the whole song, but i gotta be patient ^^)

so today, i was looking around at youtube for some great

covers by unknown artists. i found this girl who sings amazing

and plays the stars out of heaven with her guitar! she also has one

- maybe more, i don't know - songs of her own. chemical comedown is

my fav! here's the link to the vid. from In Current Standing on youtube;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52gjEvjczG0
(sorry for the link but i don't know how to submit a video that's not mine..

does anyone knows how to?)

and also check out her other songs at;

http://www.youtube.com/user/InCurrentStanding

she's really one of the better singers on youtube, better check her out!

(and no i don't know her in person, not at all xd.

but i just think she's pretty (and) amazing :D)

oh and, i also found a really beautiful outfit! i'm gonna steal it, mwuahaha,

(but shhhht, don't tell :D)

i don't want to be like this anymore

2009-04-10T12:43:00.005+02:00

blergh, i'm just sitting here.
writing this blog-thing but i don't even know what to write.

feeling down once again. i'm feeling unhappy

about myself lately. i'm always been asocial. every time that

one of my friends asked me to do something, i refuse.

last year i went to the center almost every week with

some of my friends. i don't do this anymore,

and i want to change that. i want to do something.

i hate sitting behind my computer all day.

nobody talks to me at msn, netlog is as boring

as hell and all i do is writing this blog that no one

even cares about. i want to do something

with people i really like. i want to do fun things,

things that i will remember for the rest of my life.

photo from Loona5 - deviantart.com

shoppingday!

2009-04-09T20:17:00.008+02:00

hello there! how are you? did you had a great day just like me? :D
actually this morning was kind of a stressy morning. my mother wasn't in a good mood and neither my sister was. my brother became angry at me when we were fighting about who had to do the dishes, sooo stupid. he won, i had to do the dishes. after that i decided to search some good guitar-teachers on youtube :D i tried to play broken strings from james morrison and nelly furtado. i found some really good tutorials and nowwwwwww i still can't play it.. i gave up and asked my mom if she'd like to go shopping with me (by a lack of awesome friends --').
i actually didn't bought that much;

a dark blue handbag (H&M)
a silver long necklace (H&M)
a black blouse with buttons on the front (H&M)
a knitted beige blouse (picture is in white but i couldn't find the right colour..) (PIMKIE)

i also wanted to buy those really cool red sunglasses from H&M like the picture below but i didn't had enough money :[

that's it for now!
xx

2009-04-08T23:04:00.006+02:00

i know that nobody's reading this,
but it's kinda late and i'm really bored.
my mom and sister are watching some stupid
tv-program about a battle for the lead in a playlet, urgh. o.o
for almost the whole day i'm searching for awesome quotes
~ from one tree hill mostly :D ~ to decorate my room with.
it may sound weird but i sometimes write popular quotes
on the walls of my bedroom, or i cut out the letters and
paste them on the wall, very interesting isn't it? --'
oh i really need some sleep, all i do is talking
about the walls of my bedroom xd.

and ooooh, you know where i look forward to?
to have another guitarlesson but that this time,
the teacher must learn me decent songs
to play becaaaaaaaause all i learn is stupid old
songs that i don't even like to play.
i want to play popsongs that everyone knows/likes.
but no, my teacher is old and boring and he doesn't
know that, hehe. (just kidding :D) but maybe
i'll learn those songs next year? because this is my
first year playing the guitar ;$ i can't wait till i can play decent songs!

you want to know something unfair?
my sister went to movieworld in germany today!
i'm sooooooo jealous :[ i really wanted to go with her,
but all of my friends are or on holiday, or on camp,
or just not in the mood, blurh.
i was vacuuming my moms car while she sat in one of those
crazy rollercoasters screaming her lungs out.
but that's it for now, i think i'm off to bed. so tired!
goodnightttttt x

we belong together - gavin degraw (llll)

2009-04-08T22:01:00.004+02:00

we belong together

like the open seas and shores

wedded by the planet force

we've all been spoken for

what good is a life,

with no one to share

the light of the moon,

the honor of a swear

we can try to live

the way in which you speak

taste the milk of your mother earth's love

spread the word of consciencness you see

we are everything we need

we belong together

like the open seas and shores

wedded by the planet force

we've all been spoken for

all this indecision

all this independent strength

still

we've got our hearts on safe

someday when you're lonley

sometime after all this bliss

somewhere lost in emptiness

i hope you find this gift

this song is the best ever! gavin degraw rocks (y)

this song is the best ever!
gavin degraw rocks (y)

2009-04-08T20:30:00.003+02:00

these photos where made when i went out

making photos with my best friend a couple of months ago.

we had so much fun back then;

- we climbed upon a 'mountain of tires' at a closed farm and photographed everything that looked intersting to us.

these are a couple of photos of that awesome day!

2009-04-08T16:53:00.003+02:00

smile

2009-04-08T15:21:00.000+02:00

a piece of the past,

when we had nothing to worry about.

my brother - me - my sister

missing

2009-04-08T12:40:00.002+02:00

no school for two weeks!
i know, normally i should be happy as hell,
but lately i'm feeling down. at one side, i want to do so many
things with my friends, but at the other side, i only want to
lay in my bed all day and do nothing but sleep.
i normally went to my friend's this week, but i cancelled it.
too bad, 'cause i didn't saw her for like, 7 months!
i'm terribly missing her, and i know that if i saw her again, i'd probably
feel much better.

and besides that, i feel like everyone's leaving me.
but that's probably the reason why i'm feeling down.
my friends in my class don't talk to me anymore, why?
i've got no idea.. and i haven't heard something from my best friend yet
this holiday. and we used to talk every single day. i could tell her everything,
everything, everything! i could tell her all of my problems and she
always helped me. she always said what to do,
and if i needed a shoulder to cry on, she'd be there. oh and, it's not that i
think 'she left me' just because i haven't heard something of her. it's just, it's been
awhile since we really talked and she behaves differently to me..
i don't know, it all will be okay i hope.

oh and btw,
i miss my dog =(

2009-04-07T22:57:00.000+02:00

a poem i made by myself.

best friends since we met
called it forever, said it together
we had so much fun
always laughing, sometimes crying
but suddenly
someone came between us
it didn't work anymore
but though, we never thought
our friendship would end up like this
i let you fall
and now i miss you

stupid me.

hearts all over the place

2009-04-07T22:13:00.001+02:00

no, i'm not in love :D
i'm just in a I-LOVE-HEARTS mood, nice isn't it?
yesterday i was really bored, you can't get more bored then me!

you don't believe me? i'll prove you wrong!

that's me!

2009-04-07T21:41:00.000+02:00

wellll, my name's Birthe and i'm 13 years old - almost 14 !
i live in belgium, and i've got one sister and one brother.
i play classic guitar and i pretty much adore photography.
- fujifilm finepix s1000fd -
every day I watch one tree hill (p. sawyer ftw!)

you can find me here;

www.nl.netlog.com/paperbagsandplastichearts_

http://www.unwrittenfutures.deviantart.com/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/33307478@N06/

enjoy ! ^_^